CHRISTMAS !!

Hi all,

haha..so into the christmas mood now...haha the mood of celebration...haha

Came back from Genting on Sat....
Nothing much happened there...just the usual trip....except that i and my brother fought...
In the end...6 policce and a manager came...plus loads of complain calls to tell us to keep quiet...
haha

Well....after came back singapore....
Went to SUMO there to have a gift exchange session....
Got a towel, box of chocolates and 2 accessories for handphone...ahha
After that....eat log cake and drink some wine at there....

After that...ahha supervisor treat us all go drink...
In the end they ordered 15 bottles...( i think...maybe more lol...)
then we were like drinking till 2am....
Then went to friend's house to sleep...
but in the end nv sleep...play cards and com till morning...

Sun went to gym at the afternoon...
Then went to work...
At work was like having a headache lol...
2 days never sleep plus beer + exercise = headache....
The after that met with hong...and his pri sch friend
Name's Jeramire....( dun noe if i spelled it correctly or not...)

Mon went to arcade at lot 1...haha play the silent hill...
I cannot take the flash lol...
After that went to west coast...
Waited for badron....
Saw his girlfriend for the 1st time...
ahha name's shermaine....
then we played cards at mac lol...
then intended to have a countdown...
In the end play till over by 2 min.....
then went to play sparklers....
Badron makes the sparkles go round in circles lol...
then end up the flare flying everywhere...
Then....ask him stop he like one nutcase dun care....
haha...then in the end the flare hit my eyes...
and one landed on shermaine's clothes....
causing a hole in the blouse lol...
After that...vignesh needs to go lol..so cabbed to jurong east and took lrt home lol...

Today....Relatives coming to my hse to celebrate christmas and my brother's birthday ....
haha...should be fun....

Hahah...i'm so damn happy now...cause of the reply i get....
hahha so in the mood for christmas right now....

"A day or two ago"
"I thought I'd take a ride"
"And soon Miss Fanny Bright"
"Was seated by my side"
"The horse was lean and lank"
"Misfortune seemed his lot"
"We got into a drifted bank"
"And then we got upsot"

"When we finally kiss goodnight,"
"How I'll hate going out in the storm!"
"But if you'll really hold me tight,"
"All the way home I'll be warm."
"The fire is slowly dying,"
"And, my dear, we're still good-bying,"
"But as long as you love me so,"
"Let It Snow! Let It Snow! Let It Snow!"

haha...some feeling i feel now...well thats all for now...haha
before i go....

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE....

hahah...
Well that's all for now...
Till next time..

Trip

Hi all,

Hahaha...first the good news....
I'm going to genting tmrw...
haha although i noe i go there till its my second home.....
but still, i get to enjoy it there?

Well...today went to visit my grandma....
She looked so weak lol...
I wonder what will happen in the near future...

Had also been quarrelling with my parents....
Y?
Cause my dad ask me to boil water this way....
I follow....
Then my mum say i no brain isit...cannot think huh? boil water like that wan meh?
Then i say dad teach wan...
Then she don't want to admit? So keep saying is my fault...
I ask her to check with him...
She don't wan...
When my dad comes out....
I ask him...
then he say he teach me like that wan wad...
Then my mum say " ya la, ya la...next time don't boil water la..u little master of this house wad."
...I was like...Y can't you just admit its you who wrongly accuse me...

Seriously...minds of the adults...i really nothing to say...
haha...my bro got back his "N" level result today lol...
Fail maths and absent for science cause he forget got exam...
Going for some tourism course in clementi ITE lol...

haha my army friends called me today...
haha says he is enjoying in army lol...
well...hope thats true lol..

"Don’t Be Afraid For Us"
"It’snot Too Late For Us"
"To Take It Make It Into"
"Something We Can Save Us"
"Keep It Up"
" The Stars Are Close To Your Head Now"
"It’s Magical Times That We Live In"
"Keep It Up"
"The Stars Are Close"
"To Your Head Now"
"It’s Magic I Tell You"
"It’s Happening"

"Beauty queen of only eighteen"
"She had some trouble with herself"
"He was always there to help her"
"She always belonged to someone else"

A few songs which best describes the mood right now...
Well..going to look forward to later's trip...
Till next time then...

Trip

Now...

hi all....
Its been a long week lol... haha
So many assignments to do and so many to hand in...
And at this time i'm still posting lol....

So amny things have happen since the last time i post lol...
but i shall cut it short lol...

Watched Golden Compass....
I personally don't think it's very nice lol...the CG all that not bad but story wise....

Went to do a public duty for the opening of thiong bahru RC....
Was boring lol...no casualty there....
So do nothing but just sit down there for the whole day...
And it kept on raining lol..
Luckily the gift they give contained an umbrella ..haha

haha...also got to noe more about each of my classmates lol....
shan't elaborate more haha...

Lol...later thanesh will be going into army lol...
time flies so fast...seriously...
once we were so enthu about some things .... but now eveybody changes...

Being the eldest son in your family bonds you to alot of things lol...especially in this time of crisis....
Making an appearance will change so many things....
And by not showing your face around...you will be condemed...
Even forgottened by friends and families....

Well....enough are said....Seriously...this few days open my eyes to look at things more in a different way.... time for me to start thinking here and there lol....

She changed...Hong also agree with me now....haha no longer known as pig throtter lol...
But its a long lost game....

"Long lost words whisper slowly to me"
"Still can't find what keeps me here"
"When all this time I've been so hollow inside"
"I know you're still there"

"I tried to kill the pain"
"but only brought more"
"so much more"
"I lay dying"
"and I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal"
"I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming"
"am I too lost to be saved"
"am I too lost?"

Another feel songs that expresses the feeling of me....
Well...Enough is said lol..Time for me to sleep...
Till next time

Death?

Hi all...
It's been a few days since i have access to my internet...
Even now...i'm tapping some other people network...
Why?...
Caus my mum don't want us ( me and my brothers ) to play...
and the excuse she used...
My youngest brother hasn't finished his homework so all no internet...
WTH.........

Well....this week i received a piece of news lol...
It's quite a shocking news... but i shall say it later...

Most of the things i dun quite remember lol..

Tuesday

Didn't go to school since i cannot wake up and stayed a home whole day...
Got the shocking news...

Wednesday

After school went back immediately to sleep...

Thursday

Went to watch hitman lol...was quite nice haha

Friday

Went home after school immediately to sleep....

Sataurday

Went to gym with Yirong, Badron and Wei hong at the jurong sports complex lol.....
After that went to have fun below in the wave pool and slides...
Went to my grandmother's house at about 3 lol...
End up getting lost and walked the whole jurong from east to central to west...
Finally found my grandmother's house after 2 hours...
After that went home lol...

Sunday...

Went to work...and home now lol...

Well....Time for the news....
I just got to know thatmy grandmother got last stage liver cancer....
Surprising huh?....
And my grandmother has also been so strong...

I wonder....
How it's like to experience death?
To feel the lost of someone close?
How would i react?
Would i cry? Would i do nothing?
Will it be disturbing?

I dont't know...?

Wow....and when i visit my grandmother...she was like so tired...
So sick...so shallow...so weak...
And the medical fees...are WOW......
$2000 per session for 10 sessions...
That's like $20000 for the whole thing...
And there is no cure for last stage cancer unless u change the part...

Looks like i'm having my 1st funeral to attend to soon...

"F**k this hurts, I won't lie"
"Doesn't matter how hard I try"
"Half the words don't mean a thing"
"And I know that I won't be satisfied"

"目覚めを待つ国の　むかしのはなし"
(mezame wo matsu kuni no mukashi no hanashi)
(It is an old tale of a kingdom wating to be awakened)
"ささげましょう胸に　宿るひかり"
(sasagemashou mune ni yadoru hikari)
(within this devoted chest dwells a light,)
"星になるきぼう　あしたが見える"
(hoshi ni naru kibou ashita ga mieru)
(this hope becomes a star, and I see the future)
"愛するひとよ　待ってておくれ"
(aisuru hito yo mattete okure)
(oh my beloved, plase wait for me)
"こころの窓に立つ　さだめの横顔"
(kokoro no mado ni tatsu sadame no yokogao)
(I erect a profile of destiny at the window of my heart)
"ともしましょう夢を　守るひかり"
(tomoshimashou yume wo mamoru hikari)
(there is only one that the star chooses and ordains)
"星はただひとり　選べと告げる"
(hoshi wa tada hitori erabe to tsugeru)
(whose enligthened dreams is proteced by her light)
"愛するひとが　わたしを呼べば変わる"
(aisuru hito ga watashi wo yobeba kawaru)
(my beloved, you have grown distant from me)
"うるわしく立ち舞う　けがれなき羽"
(uruwashiku tachimau kegarenaki hane)
(untainted feathers dancing beautifully)
"背負いましょう御子の　命のひかり"
(seoimashou miko no inochi no hikari)
(the burdened noble child’s light of life,)
"星になるために　生まれてはならぬ"
(hoshi ni naru tame ni umarete wa naranu)
(is to become the star — she must stay unborned)
"愛するひとに　抱かれてねむれ"
(aisuru hito ni dakarete nemure)
(on her beloved, she sleeps in deep embrace)

Just another few songs which i liked and find it enlightening....
Well....This few days i've been having rows with my mum...
And for the third time this week, she has been asking us to move away and live outside....
Well...maybe i'll do it soon...Just maybe...

Till next time....