Dead

Hi all,

haha, it's been a hectic week for me lol...
I'm now posting under the circumstances that my grandma has just died....
Well, i also don't know how to react lol...
Tmrw gonna get the 1st LOA from school for Thurs and Fri.....

Nothing had happened much this past few days lol...
Almost everyday going to school early in the mornning and doing assignments till at night....
Chionging assignments like zombies and trying to book the coms to use....

Wa... i seriously don't noe what else to type...
Just knowing that the next few days will be sleepness nights....

To tell the truth, i'm not feeling sad...
I'm not even feeling an emotions....
Looks like i will have to use my default face lol...

Tmrw going to be a long day...
1st thing would be to talk to the teachers.... to extend my dateline if possible....
Then?
haha...this is my 1st funeral i'm officially going to lol...
Wonder how it will be....

"Tonight will change our lives"
"It's so good to be by your side"
"But we'll cry"
"We won't give up the fight"
"We'll scream loud at the top of our lungs"
"And they'll think it's just cause we're young"
"And we'll feel so alive"

"Thought that everything was perfect"
"Isn't that how it's supposed to be?"
"Thought you thought that I was worth it"
"Now I think a little differently"
"All I wanted was your"
"Love love love love love love"

Well, that's all for now...
Its going to be a busy week for me...
So well.......
I also don't know lol....
Till next time then...
bb

A New Start

Hi all,

Its been a (blank) year last year
and this year...its going to be better !

Haha...well....a new year = a new start = a new me?

Well, what happened after christmas?...
Nothing much happened lol...

Sataurday

Had AGM for St. Johns lol....
Got in the department of Public Duty...
Got to be in charge of BGI....
zzz.....
After that went to watch "I am Legend"...
Was only ok lol....not much of a storyline...
Then shopped around PS and had Dinner/Supper at Chomp Chomp

Sunday

Went to do Public Duty at Punggol....
Was a car racing event lol...
So saw lots of cars...haha
Also saw the "Red Bull" girls lol...
Saw them at Vetrtical Marathon....
The same girl came and offer the drink lol hahah
After that dinner at Chomp Chomp

Monday

Went to watch a year long movie AVP2
haha.....after that went to eat dinner.....
Everyone was like laughing around lol..hahaha
Enjoyed it.....

Tuesday

Today lol...only went out for dinner....
After that went home lol...

Haha...Inter JC Pagent is on 5th Jan....
7's joining.... Should i go?
Maybe...

End of my "last" holiday lol...
Kinda wierd?

"deep in the night"
"far off the light"
"missing my headache"
"visions of light"
"sweeter delight"
"kissin' my loveache"

"This is my last call to you"
"Then I'll give up everything"
"That we had, that we'd do"
"And you'll never hear me sing"
"All these song about you"
"So just take this time and think"
"Just take this time and think"

haha...just a few songs that i felt now...
It seems impossible to chase after what i am chasing lol...
Maybe i should just give up...

Well...The answer hopefully will be answered lol...
That's all for now...haha...need to go to school lol...
Till next time...