Hiding?

Hi guys,

It's been months since i've last posted...
Way too many things had happened since then.. haha

Well, 1st up, i'll like to thanks those that had wished me on my birthday.
They are as follows:

20/11

00:01:41 Zara message
06:29:30 Wei Hao wish
06:29:31 Clarence wish
07:25:10 Anderson, Gibson, Sathish, Ivan, Tobias, Alvin wish
07:48:47 Hidayah message
07:50:20 Bunk song
07:51:30 Hidayah song
07:55:14 Joanna message
08:18:18 Vanessa message
08:52:23 Zarir wish
10:00:32 Christabel message
10:01:05 Chin Yee wish
10:06:34 Wan Yi message
10:07:45 Sir Tan wish
10:31:40 Wei Hsiang message
14:12:06 Liyi message
20:15:11 Charmaine message
23:38:22 Jun Rong message
?? Victoria message

21/11

10:03:53 Wei Hong message

28/11

01:03:40 Li Ling, Joanna, Yan Ming, Hui Qi, Chin Zian gave a card and a present

11/12

22:43:30 Chin Yee, Ming Min, Miao Qing, Gordon, Liyi gave a present.

A really BIG thank you to everyone.. haha...really appreciate it...

Anyway, everyone is a moron or an idiot...
Why? Because we make decisions based on our feelings and emotions...
Humans are given the ability to think, but most of the time,
when we are overcome with emotions, the ability to think disappears...
Thus, decisions that will be regretted as a later part will be made...

I'm tired of all the things that i've done, when nobody appreciates it...
People recognize you for the credits you've done, but when people don't do that anymore, you'll start to think whether they appreciated it or not.
Worst still, if you're reprimanded for helping, it makes it worst doesn't it..

Speaking about which, i'll like to talk about the newer generation being weaker..
In terms of physically as well as mentally..Why so?
Look around and you'll see that most newer generation don't have the willpower to carry on. After a failure, they'll tend to fail more and more...
People often associate stress being the main problem, but isn't the person who can't bear it to be blamed as well? For not being about to take the stress..

The greatest fear in a person isn't death, it's to be forgotten...
In my opinion, if you've not done anything at all to be remembered as a person, then you've lived your life in vain, for whatever you did, it was nothing..
How sad can it be when nobody actually remembers you...

Anyway, have you ever been to an uninvited event?
Ever wonder how everyone will look at you and think of why you are there..
That's why i hate to go to uninvited events..
If people genuinely wants you to go, they'll invite you...

Another thing that i don't like is the fact that i know that person is lying to me just to make me happy.
These really makes me tick as there's no point in lying to me, for i don't need to be happy, i want to know the truth...

Anyway, by right, parents are suppose to care for their children and support them till they're out to work right?
But from what i'm seeing now, how come there's so many by left?
Parents are borrowing money from kids instead of the other way round, parents are letting the kids fend for themselves while they migrate.
Is this due to the fact that they don't dare to face the truth?
The truth that they are quite a failure?

To be logical, reasonable is a crime.. for being the eldest, it's always about forgive and forget...
Giving in, setting example, doing everything and all the responsibility...
I guess it's a sad life huh?

Last thing to address would be that people gambled their life away, while others are dying outside on the streets.. Seems like a great link to parents huh?
Should i even care? I can't be bothered anymore even though it's affecting me...

"I told you everything"
"Opened up and let you in"
"You made me feel alright"
"For once in my life"
"Now all that's left of me"
"Is what I pretend to be"
"So together, but so broken up inside"
"'Cause I can't breathe"
"No, I can't sleep"
"I'm barely hangin' on"

"The paranoia is in bloom,"
"The PR transmissions will resume,"
"They'll try to push drugs to keep us all dumbed down,"
"And hope that we will never see the truth around,"
"SO COME ON!"
"Another promise, another seed,"
"Another packaged lie to keep us trapped in greed,"
"With all the green belts wrapped around our minds",
"And endless red tape to keep the truth confined,"
"SO COME ON!"

Just some songs to convey the message..
Well that's all for now then...
Till next time..
bb