Plan Failed...

Hi all,

It's been a week since i've last posted...

Well...it has been a week....
7/7 has passed....
and i'm still here....
Meaning my plan has failed...

Why can't it just succed?
Maybe the time is not right?
Maybe i'm just too scared?
How will it be when the plan actually works?
What will happen next?

Well, little things happened last week....
Can't remember much except from friday onwards...

Fri
Went to swiss to take the flag and all....
Went to school to do the shooting...
Acted as mario...just because of my face...
I now appreciate how mario jumps.....
It's not as easy as it seems....

Sat
Went to HQ and train cadets for pop...
After that, went for the NE show for NDP...
What i can say is that i nearly fell asleep...haha..
Maybe it's due to me being tired, or maybe it's just plain boring?
after that rushed back to HQ...( was urgent )
After that went to eat with the officers... that was our breakfast, lunch, dinner.... haha
After that met up with MX, Edward and Hong.... to celebrate MX birthday..
Planned on hanging out the whole night...
Went arcade and was amaze to see GuitarFreak V...
Haha...so went and try it...Although wasted that i only played it once....
Went K-Boxing....
It was tough...my voice literally changed?
Crap it for the new rule of "sing what you choose" when they ask me to keep choosing at the start...
After that went to esplanade and chatted till 1st train...

Sun
Work was alright today?
Yishu and I were acting like idiots...trying to attract customer...
"Sir/Mam/Miss, come take a look here, we have a promotion going on..."
Got my pay....Was only for a day...so not much...but it'll do to cover my next week?

Nowadays, my attendence in school also sucks...
Why? The fact that i couldn't wake up...
That's why i plan on not sleeping tonight...( i know someone will kill me for this )
Hopefully i can have the drive and not fail like so many other times....
seriously, if i cantinue on like this....
i'll be friendless, schooless, homeless and lifeless....

And money is just another problem....
Survivng with only $50 per week that includes food, transport, assignments....
It just means that i will have to go on a diet more often...
And it'll be good training next time when i move out...can survive with $200 per month...

"Dance with me below crystal knives"
"Chandeliers ablaze"
"We'll dance in fear of our own lives"
"that our eyes contain"
"Behind these masks we renegade against the sound"
"We'll let our voices slowly fade and ring out"

"You say if you could fly, you'd never come back down"
"You only have eyes for that blue, blue sky"
"You've yet to learn what sadness is"
"And are just now grasping what pain is like"
"Even the feelings i have for you"
"Must be expressed with words"
"As you awake from a dream into an unknown world"
"Spread your wings, and take flight!"
"You say if you could fly, you'd never come back down"
"You only have eyes for that blue, blue sky"
"You know that if you can just make it through, you'll find what you seek"
"So keep trying to break free"
"To that blue, blue sky"
"To that blue, blue sky"
"To that blue, blue sky"

Well, i don't know why but i have this wierd feeling?
Maybe it's just me for being wierd...
Well, that's all for now...
Till next time..
bb