Best words Ever

Hi all...
Nothing much to post lol...
Been quraelling with parents nowadays...was asked to moved out more then once....
NVM...my funeral is coming soon...

Start of school....wasn't a good day....got to expose to more truths in life....
What a day...

Anyway best words ever goes to this conversations...

"hi"
"busy to talk?"
"Y muz I tok u? who even wants to tok to u!"

"hi"
"have the mood to talk?"
"i always have the mood to tok jus not to u"
"fullstop!"
"dun disturb me b4 i block u"

Woah....All this words are so ...... (fill in the blank)

Meaniful?
F**ked up?
Encouraging?
Disappointing?

Felt all these when i unravel some of my truths in life...
Haha...i think i just lost another friend...

Haiz...another lesson learnt about truths in life would be you can plan alot of things...but people just dun appreciated it...
People dun even appreciate what teachers have done for them...
Still can "chey" ....
So must i not plan? If i dun do it, who will? NVM shall continue with what we have...

Have been feeling down this past few nights? So sry to all those ppl who have been chatting with me....
I think its time to remove my mask and be myself? But that would mean a different me...
NVM shall just use change of hearts to do things then...

I think i'm getting better at it also...how people can change their emotions so fast it just scares u...
Soon i will be able to change it completely without anyone noticing it...

"There's a stain on my hand and it's red"
"Oh my god, am I losing it?"
"I can't help what I've done or I've said"
"It's the button I push"
"Hand of blood, I don't wanna feel like my heart is breaking"
"Hand of blood, I don't wanna see that my life is burning"

"I'm suffocatting under words of sorrow"
"GO!!!"
"There're bodies lying on the floor"
"but I keep on staring"
"my world is over"
"close the door"

Another few songs which i find meaningful...which reflects the current situation....
Well thats all for now...
Till next time