Outcast

Hi again.....
Wohoo....i'm finally an outcast of my class....
Guess i should be sad huh? Well....
There's nothing i can do about that right?....
Well....from a group of 2 outcast and 2 people who never come.......
Now it looks like 1 outcast and 1 other person found different groups....
Meaning? I'm the only outcast left...
Well...that means i'm special right?.....
Since no one would want to group with me?....
Or am i just so wierd?....
Haha...all the questions that have no answer....how pathetic is that...
Am i to be a clown? Maybe....
Well...that's poly life i suppose...full of "surprises" and "excitment"...
Well...looks like there's no use being so effed up....
I'll just have to do my best then...ha...
Which most probaly mean i will fail...
And people will be like..."Y u fail?"
Ha...everyone with the fake facade....wearing a mask when they appear in front of you...
And do I have to do it?...To wear a mask everywhere I go?

What are friends for?....
To be forgotten through time?....
To become hi-bye friends next time?
Well...how many friends do i have now?...
I can barely count them...most of them will be like hi....then bye....
A few days ago...when i was on MSN...
i chat with my 3 month course friend...
He was like "hi"
"hi"
"who are u?"
"Kian leong from 3 mth course"
"ohh..."
"so u rem me"
"ya i see u everyday in sch wad?"
"wat sch r u in"
"MI"
"i'm not from MI...i'm in SP"
"haha...Dun fake...i see u eveytime..."
Well...What do you all think about that...?

Well enough of me talking about this...
So what happened tis few days then?
Well....Sat went for the OTC passing out ceremony....
Was quite sucky...cause seriuosly ..the food there sucks...
And the passing rate is only like 62? WTH
After that...we (officers of zone 4 that was present and i) went to Minds Cafe
Hahah..it's so damn fun...and we had quite a laugh there...hahah...
Amanda and Priscilla was like breathless all of us laughed till our stomach ache...
hahaha...Well it was good while the fun lasted...
Sun was work...
Mon skiped Gems but went for the others...Well the acting class was once again fun...
But other then that....it was just plainly going to sch for playing of games....
Today? Never went to sch lol...hahah...
This few days i had been waking sze hui at odd timings lol...
So if u are reading this sze hui...take my advice....stop having not enough time for sleep lol...
Haha...and if u are reading this post...leave some comments la...haha...

Well thats all for now i think...its long enough lol..hahah...

bb then...